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Nothing
I feel it
Deep inside
But nothing
No tears
Just pain

It's in there
And it wants to come out
But nothing is working
I've tried things from the past
They don't work the way they used to

I just want this over with
I wanna move on
Please let this happen
Let this pass
Let me feel it

Get it out
Push it out
Do what you must
Beat me senseless
Until the river of my soul
Is no longer blocked

To let that water flow
Until it's end
It's all I want
It's all I need

But no
There is a wall
And instead
I just feel so....
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